Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I wasn't listening..

I talked out loud to myself, the whole way to school this morning. Abbi probably thought I was insane. A very specific detail registered this morning about a very simple event this last Monday.
Sunday evening an opportunity presented it's self to me. It wasn't till after I dropped of Abbi Monday morning that it hit me, "Why didn't I bring anything into class for them to eat?" It's SAT week at school and Abbi's teacher is bringing in breakfast for the class all week. All but Monday. I was already aware of this. So I left Monday thinking what a loser I was for not stepping up and bringing something in. Well that's not even the most important part about the opportunity I was given. It was that I didn't even THINK about the relation of it. That it was presented by GOD for me to BLESS a small group of children. Like, you walk around and every day you know the Lord is giving you chances to do something great, to glorify Him. And most the time we just do it. And a lot of the time we know that God has opened the door for us to do something and we immediately thank Him for the opportunity and you do it. Well I just COULD NOT get over it this morning when it registered that I didn't even REALIZE that it was TOTALLY an opportunity that GOD made for me that I didn't get, didn't do and I just felt so useless!!!

Does this ever happen to any one else? GOSH!!

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